Listening to: bright eyes
Playing: we are nowhere and its now
You've been nothing but a perfect example of what every girl wants. I will always love who you are as a person and I'm doing this because you deserve so much better than me. You may not accept it now, but with me you'd be stuck being my care giver. I will always ask for too much and I will never be happy with what i have. I don't know what will make me happy and it's not just you it's everyone. No one knows what to say or do to please me and it's selfish to expect the world. I want to be with you but I'm not healthy enough to give you what you need. It's a cliche and stupid but it's nothing you did and it's everything I did. I love you so much and I don't want this to be the end of us. I want to be alone and I genuinely think that's better for both of us. Who's to say that this is permanent? But for now I need to fix things with myself because I want to be my best for you. We need to be an old married couple when the time is right and right now it's not right. You need to go to school , I need to finish and pass school, I need to fix things with my mom and dad and you need to be independent. We are so ahead of our time that we aren't meant to be high school sweethearts - we're meant to be something so much better and so much healthier than this. So this is it for now and I love you.